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I Got Good News!!!

I will be heading back to Virginia from California either the last week of May, or during the first week of June....So, to everyone that misses me, I will return!!!

Currently Gaming Samurai Warriors By KOEI Corp see related

I Got Good News!!!

I will be heading back to Virginia from California either the last week of May, or during the first week of June....So, to everyone that misses me, I will return!!!

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Down In The Dumps

Feeling kind of low right now..First off, even though I do not show it to anyone else...I have very low esteem on my image. Secondly, when I can either hear or know that someone is saying something bad about me, it makes me feel so low, even lower than I am feeling at that particular moment...It sucks because this talk comes from my friends and even my girlfriend, I mean they talk about  me behind my back when I am still in the same room for God's sake! That is some kind of messed up isn't it...?*sighs*

I guess when I said I would change for her it just wasn't enough to make her happy. Recently, we've been staying voer at a friend's house and things feel like they keep going downhill for me...I feel like I'm nothing when I am around those two, meaning my girlfriend and her friend or friends some times...I don't know what else to do because it seems that every time I try to do to either fix the situation or try to get along with some of the people here, it just does not seem to ever work in my favor.

Should I give up? Should I just try to get away from it all? I guess that all I need right now is just someone to talk to who understands how I feel inside...

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Stuff going on in cali

Man you should've seen it a couple of days ago!! One of the main railways caught on fire and burned down to the ground. It started out as a manageable brushfire or so, but the lack of people working on putting it out made it grow into a disaster.

Also, a week or two ago two things happened here...

1. A guy and two of ihs friends were sent to prison for teaching his newphews how to smoke weed. The video for it...funny. But the fact that he did that to a child wsa just down right wrong!!

2. A home was searched for explosives, later to be found that night in the basement of said home. All the bombs were taken out front and disposed, causing traffic to back up from 4 that afternoon until midnight!! (weird, ya)

Anyways, that's all for now...Later Ass-Clowns!!!

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